I love to give myself cancer
cigarette smoke, blackening my very soul
I love to give myself liver failure
beer and liquor drenching my veins
so thick
I wake in the night dehydrated
every night
screaming thirsty for more
but more is never enough
for it is a pain I am seeking to cure
a pain so deep no demon could tend the wound
in sickening addictions
ones that will never help me
oh I see it I do
but I lack the love for myself required
to do a **** thing about it
I will never be strong enough to save me
so would you save me please
I am a weak little ******* to be sure
let me smoke your breath
the breath of your sweet life
let me drink your love
I would rather drown in that
but I am too weak to do it myself
grab me and yank me out of my stupor
because I am a **** fool
and I will never do it alone
save me from me
if not
I will **** me