Some nights, want of sleep weighs heavy on my eyelids. My mind refuses to submit to long desired slumber. I review my past mistakes in a haunting nocturnal ceaseless replay. Some nights, until the darkness breaks to dawn, I stare upon the shadowed shrine of personal angst. The hours vanish along with my sane thoughts: the neural connections slip and slide awry. At last, while rearranging the wiring of my mind, a switch is thrown releasing me from anxietyβs depths, permitting sleep to clear my weary conscience.
TOBIAS
Prompted and inspired: a pale reflection though of Philip Larkin's poem: Aubade.