He came over when I got off work and kissed me on the cheek. He took me out to lunch and held my hand in Wal-Mart before buying me a pair of work out shoes. I smoked my last cigarette in a pack this morning and have only been vaping since. I fell asleep cuddled next to him on the couch and when I woke up we had ***. For dinner he made me a "disgusting" smoothie with blueberries, strawberries, broccoli, kale, green tea, and a few other things I didn't recognize. And then I went to work and kissed him before leaving him in my apartment. It's so strangely nice and he's been such a good influence on me it feels like I'm watching someone else's life. I am tired, but I think I'm actually happy