You broke my heart too many times to say you're still my own - time, it never really heals the wounds that I have known; the battles never won, the spats that never stopped - weeds that shrank the flowers sown grew out of every plot. I failed to cultivate the ground whereupon you walked where you touched the earth; you hid behind the shelter of sarcasm and mirth; buried all your tortured words with lies and sweet deceit; and compromise was just a word but one we couldn't meet. So I'm wishing you the best you never really knew me; though you pretended otherwise when at last you set me free.