Listened more than possible
Realized sometimes you cannot repair broken things
Even when they are people that you love
You have to give up and walk on for your own good
The good of your life and how it is lived matters utmost
Going back for more feels like being forgotten
The toy ignored
The feelings squashed
It is not a contract
Not apologizing for being myself
Not apologizing for loving someone you should have accepted long ago
Because I love him should have been enough
But it is never even for you because all your life has been conditional
Farewell

C@rainbowchaser2018