The night was cold, icy, snowy..
I changed clothes at least 4 times
Not because i didn't like my outfit
But rather i had many outfits that i liked.

I ate a green brownie around 7pm
and could feel it until 7am
it was fudgy and crummy,
and gave me a buzz like a beehive.

The volume may have been loud,
but my ears felt swollen and fuzzy
we counted to midnight,
but my kiss was on the other side of the room.

In the very early morning of a new year
i felt dizzy and confused.
Playing a simple game with friends was increasingly difficult
especially as my mind wandered to more ***** ...

This year should be different
but not only because the calendar says so.