god i wish i could see you right now because the idea of you sitting next to me makes me just feel better but that idea cant become a reality quit yet so i think i'm just gonna sit and think about all the things you do that make me happy and realize why i fell in love with you i love it when you sit and love on cats even though you hate them and you look at me to make sure i'm watching i love it when you walk into a room with all your friends and you sit next to me i love it when you ramble about swimming and your favorite band i love it when you hold my hand when i'm upset and remind me that everything is going to be okay i can't even write about all the little things you do that i love about you but a few of them just popping in my head make e forget about all the bad i deal with and make my day feel less scary i wish you were here or i were there but i'll think about these little things instead