am depressed, it's like I never dressed .... something reminds me of a golden opportunity I lost . just because I couldn't concentrate ,I am lamenting ! this happened because of ignorance ,I am on the paying end,no light beyond the tunnel. should I go ahead and hope for the impossible ? should I turn back and loose? no I should do something ....even the illuminated can't block me now... agh! my agitation is the disgrace! when will I get out of this satanic lock? poverty bonds that can't allow me plan,even to buy a snack, deep rooted right from my great granny ....was it to end like this! I will face it anyway ,I want my hands to swell or sweat blood, I won't give up. I will die holding my pen, perhaps it will bring my dream to reality! it's me,working to defeat this situation already outdoing my brainy shell. let me see !