My Eyes See
What is no longer there
Your hands pull on my body
Like spiders weaving a web
Here in the moment
But which moment is it
What's real
What's illusion
What's pain
What's love
Hearing the screams
coming from everywhere and nowhere
I try to focus on the road ahead
But I can't make the shaking stop
I can't run
I can't scream
I can't cry
I can't breath
I can't be
Anything
I am caught in this spiral of nothing and everything
Consuming and wasted
Thoughts of yesterday
Haunting my today
*copyright Aida Soto