I don't wanna die
Without having said every word
And meant them all
Don't wanna have to explain myself
When all my cards are on the table
For everyone who wants to look to see
Don't wanna leave
Without saying my peace
Don't ever wanna see you again
If I'm gonna be deceased
Before my time
I think I deserve this rambling
Because when my mind runs
I can't catch up
No matter how hard I try
How rough I train
My brain always wins
And that's not a bad thing
I'm very rarely bored
But a night like this hasn't come and gone
In a very long time
As I lay in bed
Fighting the swift stabbing of these thoughts
I just broke a sweat
Its all true
My my blood pressures rising