....... You're just so very bitter Life happened to you and made you that way I'm sorry for your sufferings They shouldn't have been yours You refuse to love in order to protect yourself from more hurt You refuse to let anyone in It wasn't your fault all that you had to endure But should you make others suffer to protect yourself Do you want to be alone I don't think you do I don't think you know any other way I feel sorry for you I love you more than life You are my mother you gave me life yet you don't seem to want to be part of it You're so lonely you just don't know how to not push people away A heart cannot love unless you chance it to be broken A broken heart can't mend unless you let someone hold it You don't have to be strong It is okay to cry It is okay to be human It is okay to feel things It is okay to talk to people about all of this You are loved You are important You are my mother You are bitter You don't have to be But even though you are You are loved And you are important You are strong You can let down your mask you can let down your Shield You gave me life I want to help you smile in yours I wish I could be more for you then I am I do not know how to be You never let anyone in!
I hope someday you got to read this Mom though I doubt you over will. You've always hated my works!