None could I blame for my being lost in the wilderness of time youth was too proud and boasted: my way I know leave me alone--whatever the outcome I'll accept---realisation came too late and I was trapped in quagmire and couldn't escape--
those wasted years the blackout the horrors the fears and tears the tormenting doubts
then to myself I said: I must get out too young am I not ready to succumb and die
it was not prayer (I scarcely knew how) that saved my life but those few words that suddenly dawned upon me like a voice from the sky:
live, live you must the flower of love is just beginning to bud luring, awaiting your embracing you would have a new start look, look inside the beauty in your virginal heart--
a strong force from nowhere held my hand in a second and led me to a dry land how mysterious, even now I couldn't understand--
the trees all at once in a train glittered with blinding light the path was the softest terrain gone were the shadows of night
and lo!----along the way an endless stream of flowers was dancing and singing and luscious grass was waving from the bowers-
home, o home I was heading the music of love was ringing life henceforth would be heaven as I had been released from my past burden.