I sat there in the darkness of this girl's backyard I didn't know her that well, but I felt that I should have. Missed my chance. What I do know about her is that she was very beautiful. I didn't know that until she was gone. It wasn't until the tears were streaming down my face that I realized She was very beautiful. It wasn't until I was standing in the darkness in her backyard with a hundred other people who's eyes were red and who's candles were gleaming that I realized She was very loved I didn't know this girl. I went to school with her. I saw her in the halls. I heard her screaming in classrooms. I never knew how much we shared in common - the same family, the same passion for art, the same life. It wasn't until I heard all the stories people had and all the memories people shared with her that I realized I loved her. And it wasn't until my candle got down to the nub to the point where it was burning my fingers to the point where it blew out that I realized She was gone.