I still remember the first words you said to me
But I sometimes wished I had the powers to crush and turn them into dust
So that the wind could bury them
Because my heart and brain cannot come to a conclusion whether those first words were lethal or not

I am still hoping for the day karma catches you and reminds you of me
Especially the pain you've caused me
The humiliation
The mental damage without any prescription
I just pray one day you'll be sitting with your new partner and subconsciously
You can still remember the day I bought you chocolate and only to find out that it was a treat for your new hype chick
This entire scene runs through my mind every day and each second I meet an eye contact with you
Or even when I get to smell your scent

Loving you is something I thought I could've really accomplished
But I guess you were just another boy without a heart
Allowing me to fall for you without any medical attendance
And this why my heart can no longer seem to function
Because it's left with a mark that shows how dreadful it was trying to love you
It no longer beats 10 times faster,even when I'm sitting next to you
Close enough to feel your sins
Because only you made my body shiver on a sunny day
And only you gave me goosebumps to remind me why love can be a wonderful journey that I never hesitated
To experience
And you still the only one I'm dying to forget
Because you just another boy without a heart