If I could make it right I would
Really want to call and check up
My pride won't allow me to do so
Miss those moments the good times
Sad we all grew apart we use to be close
Seen great in others and saw nothing in me
Fighting to stay but they don't want me
Went away got all the blame forgotten
Choices were made not the scapegoat moved on
Sobered up not the same person
How you remember me
Not sure how to feel or think anymore
Changed my behavior my way to apologise
You might hold a grudge against someone
I'm not anymore let go of the past
Those gut feeling is relieved
The guilt widdles away feeling saved
Trying to live be free for me find closure
Didn't want to lose it all never ready to let go
Just want to get it all back make it right
Be better feel whole glow from within
Not like I'm trapped in a deep dark hole