Learned to forgive myself
Year of being mad
Feels like I'm stuck in that place
Trying to be in the future
My trapped in the past
Things have been done
That can't be changed
Long gone can't go back
Said things I can't take back
Out of anger and frustration
Don't want to hurt anymore
Be a whole sick of being broken
Told me I couldn't do it
Lost in a world that don't make sense
Many outcomes with different results
Everything is not how it played out in my head
I thought she say yes but got shut down
Pushed my way through with the pain
Never coped with this pain
Running away with bad memories
Tried to drown it away with alcohol
Ended up doing more damage than good
Forgiving myself saying I'm worthy
Over letting others do me *****
Not fueling bad vibes that ruin my days
Empowering negativity that consumes life
Burning flames consuming good turning it black