This past year has taught me a lot, I’m not going to lie it’s been a hard year , been though really hard times losing some amazing people , lost family that meant the world to me, had to learn how to pick myself up after people were done with me , had to fine myself for myself learning I can’t let anyone do that for me except myself , I let a lot of people go from my life they taught me I didn’t need negativity in my life , and with that brought me some of the most amazing people I have in life Rn which are basically like family,this year is no different to last year it’s the same just times are getting harder things are changing, I’m greatfull for all the people that did stick around with me has had been there with me at my lowest point in life till my happiest , ever since I lost you I haven’t been the same person I’m not as happy as I use to be but days like this remind me why I shouldn’t take anything for granted. Finding myself in open spaces what I need and what I don’t need in life is so important, I honestly wouldn’t be here if I didn’t have the most amazing support from friends and family especially.