Oh god here it is again
I can feel it
The darkness
I could blame the winter, hormones, life
But the truth is im just slipping
Like my life is made of ice
And my mental stability is shaky
It falls like a landslide and an avalanche all in one
I hate the peaks in my mind
Like the tops of mountains they pierce the sky
And let blood fall down like rain
Depression is a landscape
Of both beauty and pain
See most people see their depression
As a flaw in their soul
But I see mine as an asset
covered in gold
Cause mines made me who I am
Even with all its drawbacks
Even with all the tears
Even though I feel so empty
Im filled with lust and love
Cause he's a cure
For poison and pain
And he makes me whole in these days