Ive told everyone Im over you and everyone believes me. I act like I dont care that your gone but its all lies. And everyone believes them so easily. But honestly, I dont know if Ill ever get over you. Ever forget you. I can still remember everything you said. All the times you held me in your arms. Whispered I love you. My heart still aches, every ******* day. Everytime I hear your name, it feels as if my heart is going to be torn out of my chest. I feel sick to my stomach like Im going to puke when people talk about you. Tears still flow for you, every **** night. Every night I dream of you, your face haunts me in my sleep. Because honestly I still love you. I always have. And I always will.