Awakened daylight demanding Fresh eyes face life yet accepted Better the unknown horizons To ease the dreams just left Though hurt lingering remains Seemingly forever mine caught By practiced smile though thin Called upon when needed Thoughts did not tame ruin dreams Answering each occasion I fall To awaken hoping to exercise these Demons and lay this pain Lively and open owning broken As I am imperfect and ashamed Today's eyes caused temporary relief From the dreams loss causes In secret and uninvited