Sorry for the hardships
that have caused you pain.
I never mean anything,
it makes me lame.
we are shaped
by the life we live.
you know I have tried hard,
so hard it bleeds.
Please reconsider
this heavy closet,
close to my heart
never wished any bad facets,
of life and living in this cruel world.
My apologies for the bad
and the grind that is somewhat absurd.
with purest hearts and intentions
they won't believe.
pleading, guilty and down
for the things I cannot give