She said that it's the heart no matter what. it's her choice so I'll let her go by. A personal decision she will never drop; It's really hard dropping from the top. I respect her; for all that she is. never badmouthed any actions that flees. it is a two way panel even if in reality, they might only see one. I never had a control on circumstances under the sun. I hope we can compromise because I am reaching out; as far as I can whenever I am out. Everyone knows life is happening as it happens. I hope you would forgive me, before I fly into heavens, *dying