Is it happening again!!! My fears My reasons My soul My gust of love Why is it always this... That people break all of these From snap of their finger Me running away from meaning less love Searches me back ... Over and over again.. At first it holds me like a candle in a candle stand There for me all time Even if the candle melts all down It Watches stages of my life My glow My flow My fall My low My shine And goes through destruction when the harsh wax changes its life .... And then it drops me like a nightmare from its memories Hoping that i would have never come I was always scared of meaning less love And all I got from this world was lust... It was never wrong for world this way But it would have been different If you just knew my past ... It was never wrong for love this way But it would have been different If you just knew me .... And things are all reappearing now I think it's just a deja vu! Or worst, I just hope it to...