I hate that I can’t sit up straight I hate that I can’t properly do my hair I hate that I’m not skinny I hate that I don’t have the perfect voice I hate that I’m shy I hate that I have tiny lips I hate that I have a learning disability I hate that I don’t have the closet that I want I hate that I failed my drivers test I hate that I get really bad anxiety to the point I have trouble breathing I hate that I can’t make friends I hate that I have anger problems I hate that I have to get up every morning and live my daily life I hate everything that I’m going though I hate that I said I forgive you and wanted you to be happy when I didn’t I hate that I can’t talk about what’s going on in my head to the people close to me I hate that I constantly remind myself of how much I’m a failure I hate that I think of places that I can’t afford to go to I hate that I don’t cry at funerals I hate that I still have to be treated like a child even tho I’m 18 I hate that I’m so ******* nice to people I hate that I care about my dog more then I care about myself I hate that I constantly remind myself of you and what happened I hate that I still try to convince myself that I love you even tho I don’t, not one bit.... I think I hate that I have to end this with the last sentence saying how I hate myself