Somedays I feel too much Others I feel nothing Hard to say " I love you" Most of them bail No regard for my feelings Acting I have none Live what was doesn't matter Or mean anything anymore Woke up trying to understand Most of the time confuse No reason, answer to WHY Protect the heart it won't hurt Learning to love again Most of all trust so much deciet Loving again refuse to accept defeat Broken trust not looking for a lust lost for days finding a way back Starting over again being a friend Gave away part of myself to the wrong Getting to know you for the truth Light shines through a crack Not blinded by lies, a controlling lush Find someone real and accepting Not trying to spread the hate Slow love and allow us both to be great Wake up next to true love Hugged by someone who's for real Respects feelings not used to hold a grudge Or throw a fit over not getting things one way Passive aggressive because too obsessive