Dreamt of forcing politeness and eating human flesh served at a dinner party. We sat at tables looking our finest, eating slow, my stomach and the knowledge Taught to me in my crib fighting each bite. That flesh continued haunting the inside of my eyelids-- this was not my war; this was not my struggle; this should never have been my battle. Yet I see it in my news, my tables, my tabloids, my back-alleys and I-- I'm helpless, unable to move.