i try so hard to stay away i try so hard to walk away i try so hard to think a certain way i try so hard to make to them see i try so hard to lay a certain way i try so hard to not think of what if i try so hard to just want to be happy i try so hard to do but i can't your all i think about i try so hard to want to be with you i try so hard to dream of you i try so hard to run away i try so hard but i cant i try so hard but one day i know that it was all dream i made up in my head cause we both know it will never be