I lost everything when I lost myself. Myself worth, my self Pride, myself preservation.
I lost everything when I lost you... My future dreams, a good night's sleep, a good night kiss.
I lost everythig when I lost control Of my emotions, of WHO I love and let love me.
I lost everything.
I lost my home, my car, my job... And all the dreams I had when I was a just a girl... To be someone. Someone I like, someone im not... To be me and not my mom or a hopeless loveless one...
I lost it all.
When I fell in love with you. And forgot myself, What I was worth, what I wanted... When I met you.
I lost it all.
I lost my mind, sank in a pool of tar that swiftly swam into my arm... Into a sea of no feelings and no emotion or humanity...
I lost EVERYTHING.
When I forgot what dreams I had, that I can love someone other than you...
I lost it ALL.
Somewhere in time when I gave up... On me. When you gave up on me too.. I lost my heart. My mind. My sanity.
And I became this girl of stone unfeeling to the world. solely to armor myself from the mental abuse people like you have put me through...
The dodging eyes, the small white lies... The elephant in the room. Was YOU and all your lies.
That you denied and tried to cultivate your alibi... And blame me for your short comings....
For YOUR lack of empathy and courage to take lead. For YOUR lack of belief in me, in you IN US. For YOUR insecurity and pride.
Well where did that get you now??? Did you find all you wanted that you couldn't find in me???
*** I lost EVERYTHING to raise YOU up.... And you tossed me like piece of trash.
I lost it ALL..
Believing in a pipe dream. A fairytale a fantasy.
I lost it all.. When I lost sight of that little girl that had endless