Like spiders crawling underneath my skin An unbearable sensation revealing all my deepest sin A heavy load filled with buckets of regret Too many sleepless nights Too many burdens to confess I pray to something I can not see A force so strong it pulls me down like gravity I wished on stars And crossed my hopeless fingers Held resentments with false forgiveness And left my soul in the dusk of soiled solutions Stuck in dilemas diagnosed with purfumes of pollution Too many problems I'm left to conquer All alone I'm left to suffer Here I am but I'm no where to be found Racing down a sidewalk on the verge of breaking down