Baby, as I sit here my tears they do still flow....however the thing is I must get up and go For I am more determined than ever.....if I ever want us again to be together I will not contact you anymore......till I am ready to knock on your door This all scares me so much......how I really and truly miss your touch Our relationship means so much to me .......I am sorry it took so long for me to open my eyes so I could see I don't know what I was so afraid of baby.......total commitment maybe Whatever it was that is over I am going to fight to get back what is mine. Forever in my heart....I will see you in just a short time. T.