I’m remembering the pain, the day we rode inside your vehicle for the last time and you breathed in the bassline from Ne-Yo’s song, Because of You, letting it swing a beat in the warm air, letting its inner rhythm harmonize with your deep green eyes, while I sat on the passenger side lifting a little smile, my heart under the sea, lost in this vibrant emotion, the years it took to find an amazing friend to walk into my life. And the flooded thoughts were escaping from beneath the surface, the wave of tranquility stretched in shadows, the soft breeze seeping inside my skin, longing to rewind time and bring back the beautiful beginnings where it first began, the day when I first saw you sitting in the rocking chair swaying back and forth with your head towards the sky, watching the iridescent poetry swirling in various melodies, while I gazed at the dancing trees, how their hypnotic hues hummed in both science and art, how their creation of tunes flowed inside my veins, reaching every distant vessel. There was a language of rotating rhythms both enchanting and sparkling intensifying underground. And as I stared sideways at your glowing presence, I knew inside my heart that I had found the missing piece. I know I must move on, but a part of me still clings to the past, holding onto that moment, the good times when I felt like the world had come to a pause.