I'm all alone Sitting in this empty room Staring at the walls Not having anyone to talk to
I'm crying, I don't feel loved I don't feel accepted I feel empty Depressed Alone
I want to talk to you I want to laugh with you I want to hug you I want to BE with you But I can't Because I don't want to annoy you Or bother you
And I feel alone
And I'm sitting here On my bed In my pyjamas Crying Wishing you'd text me Wishing for anyone to call I don't text first Not anymore Because I know you'll just ignore it Or be irritated by me
And I feel alone
I thought I had friends I thought I had people to talk to Maybe I did Did I do something wrong? Why don't we talk anymore? I didn't mean to lose you I didn't mean to push you away Can't you at least tell me what I did wrong?
But there are no texts No calls Not for a week With you two And with you, not four
I'm alone Sitting here Staring at the phone Crying No one to call No one to talk to And It's all my fault
And I feel alone
I'm sorry, I know this isn't good, and I know I haven't written in a while. I've had writers' block for a while now, that's partly why. I guess I don't really need to explain what the poems about. I've been feeling extremely depressed lately. Maybe it's because of school, Idk. Again, I'm sorry this isn't as good as some of my other stuff.