Should be a sleep the mind is racing Thinking what to say to her Writing makes it easy to forget Apologized not always forgiven Walked away from the grudge No matter still holding it against me Laying in bed trying to rest my head Tossing turning dk how to make it right Can't talk turns into another fight Holding my head up taking this abuse Not playing games you win power struggle Not my first loss bounced back Many times before not mad or sore Judged by the insecure to help boost weak egos Know their story not using it against them Been called worse by better Don't have time for bitterness Tougher than you think Don't play me for a fool Play yourself blame others for your chaos Don't mistake kindness for weakness If you hate everything about me Why you pretending to be my friend Told me I couldn't do it Already been doing it Doing the job don't care for titles