I’ve always found boredom to be the creator of genius. As I sit back and think about how boring life can get. I stir my tiny pink straw in my cocktail and wonder how infused I am to this habit of putting the key into my ignition starting my car and driving to work. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to put my key into my ignition and drive my car into a gas station demolishing everything in its path. The boredom would sure to be gone in the flames. I would sure like to stir up some **** today. To get punched in the face and see my blood. But I will probably just lay in bed and wonder what it feels like to get hurt. It’s been awhile since I tried to destroy myself. I’ve been so bored taking it easy Not getting into trouble Has trouble forgot I existed?!