Always asking, what others want
Been asking, what I need, and want
Made more happen been holding back
Moving to go forward, keep looking back
Trying to remember forgot the bad
Been a wild one, chase the cheap thrills
Older and wiser; bored no action
Suspense from the rush an addiction
Use to feel alive going numb
Hard to get that fix not giving into bad habits
The thoughts stir within the mind
The body craves adrenaline rush
Something missing, straight edge
Ready to jump over the edge to ease up
The grip on the throat hard to breathe
Break free from this sanity, live life to the fullest