Sometimes I wonder why the tears I cry aren’t letters black and inky to stain my clothes why my paper skin is not covered in words like a disease without a cure or an addiction without help why stories of princes and poppers do not pour out of me when someone is brave enough to delve under my cover why pictures do not cover my face, ink bottles spring from my hands when they ask for a demonstration why leather bindings do not make up my home buckles and ribbons locking me up tight since I am made of books and not flesh and bone.