the first word I said to you was **** the last word you said to me was you I remember the red hue of your room when I first held you I remember the blue hue of my room where you held me Now I can't rest in my bed without you You were the reason I got out of bed to make that bread The feeling of your head on my chest was the best I can't even be mad at you even though I'm so sad I felt happy for the first time in years Now all I have is fears and tears All I want for you is the best All I want to do is rest the first word I said to you was **** the last word you said to me was you now I wish the word I said was love