Stay in place don’t move a muscle Wait for me and I’ll be back after the struggle After some time..... But I waited for longer then the next guy in line I gave you space, and even grace But you spat it back in my face There was no judgment from what you needed No condimination for a changing woman I signed up for the change I said I do to the new you forever and always But you couldn’t recognize that, could you? You couldn’t tell that I would go through Hell For the woman I married? After every struggle, after every tear through the years, I made a commitment to God to never give up and he provided, he filled my cup. But the cup lays empty with no one to fill When the relationship believed nothing could save this, nothing will........ Faith the mover of mountains Hope the eyes to the blind But on top of my faith mountain I stood with hope filled eyes, just waiting. For months....... But nothing changed Days and nights fell off the earth as I kept Singing Waiting Longing For something more in store To restore me and her But divorce came and went like paper in fire The paper never stood a chance with that desire for destruction......... I gave everything and became heartless ash Pain filled molten hot black soot to my root