A door is closed. Oh there were years lived in your leaving
The mind goes And the husk, it follows
Like the smoke, still stinging my eyes And the coolness of the harvest air fresh upon my tongue You fill my senses As only a full moon can
Time. She bids no words come forth If my chest split open Let my screams swallow me Yet the Eternals Would find shame in my humanity For they have no part In the drying of tears Or bones that knock together
The number of days I have lived As a foreigner in my own way My own place And the days I hold in my heart That I could count upon one hand
What happens in our lives And what changes us in our lives Both a weight, and a measure, though neither sit upon the scale
The call in the night has fangs She has sunk her teeth into me before, I am soft And my flesh is but an offering and a sacrifice Still you bite the hand that feeds you With your own fingers twisted together behind your back Yet the clasps that contain my soul You reach for them with your fingers Sad you did not know the sun had warmed them And now you will not touch me For fear of being burned
You who have shared sheets and bread alike with me Still you do not know what is the fire lighting in my belly Yet you curse me for the flames on my tongue All will be well The weight will lift With the fog in the morning My mountains will sing me another hope And I will bind it upon my chest To be one with a promise If it is broken So it breaks me