Fighting the urge to drink Not stress too much stuff I have no say, control over Drank for fun but over did Now I see why others grab a cold one Work ***** just want to calm my nerves Keep my mind open to good Not giving in alcohol is my self destruction One drink not enough Once I start drinking one drink is not enough Had one too many wake up Don't remember anything Staying sober over waking up intoxicated Able to stay focused speak my mind without a drink Not mad but working so I can get paid