One stick An uneven ***** Loosen the noose And forget you were a mother 4 little kids Running around Half naked Too hungry to know Our fingernails weren’t food If bloods thicker then water Why isn’t it thicker then the drugs You filled your soul with Drowning out the love you had for us Smothering it deep Into the forgotten half of your brain I can’t unhate you I’ll never forgive you I leave you a permanent stain On my darkened soul