You breathe in I breathe out there is just one difference you breathe with doubt your eyes are glazed with staining tears pain and frustration and terrifying fears I try to save you but its no use I scream and shout but my voice is mute I reach out to you try to touch you but you back away why can't I love you? I see you suffering and I'm trying to fix it But your to stubborn and you won't listen so I leave your side as your breathing grows hard and my heart breaks into tiny glass shards I feel your hand as you reach out to me silly child can't you see? I loved you I did but you lost your chance and now you will never have the last laugh.