Why there is no god when innocents die and why there is just to show the implied forgiveness? Where is he when decisions must be made and why he exists to judge those who dare make them eventually instead of him? Love he may inspire but also fear, such fear that faith lost its meaning. Is there any god after all? Is it simply a notion of modern mythology? I wonder what people would think in thousands of years maybe less, i wonder if they would talk about us as we talk about the pagans of the old. Who am i to judge some may say. I am a free man released from narcissism and illusions. I am free to choose the feelings of the human heart. I am free to defy a tail that was written like all others and if i am to blame then free will would be such a contradiction.