wrong statuses or retired apparatuses i am hunting for meaning in this lake of fire your gardens of wonder are filled with beauty but rust is the color of your tablecloth i shudder to think that love comes so cheap she is a breath of fresh air and i am all hair, teeth, songs and fingernails she is a fragrance in the dawn a herd of horses thirteen strong she is the trickle of a gentle spring and i tread lightly upon nothing yet this sunshine is doing its task sublimely and i think the grief inside my heart might slowly be melting in the heat