It’s funny
You’re name literally translates to
‘Beautiful’
But you’re far from that
A steep downhill.
Inside you’re ugly
Deep down you care
Maybe that’s why I was so unaware .

What happened to you
Was it all bad
are you all alone
Or with another man
Is it what I did
Or how I said it
Will this be the day
I lose my head and,
Will it be me
Who has the last laugh
Beautiful girl
Sharp lash

Why’d you stay
Why’d you go
What’s happening
To my soul
I shoot a message
And quickly retract it
Not trying to feel embarrassed .