my lungs fill with the ocean waves my brain refuses to behave the storm inside my rib cage forms as my bones reveal the splintered shore my tear ducts fill to clear the skies as the loneliness leaves me deprived and i reach out to anyone but in the end they always run or they're torn away from me either way, no one believes that i'm drowning on this lonely beach you are there and i am here i wonder if you're ever near if so, why can't you see the signs? or maybe i am just as blind i write out "help" in the wistful sand but i can never have the upper hand so i become one with this agonizing wind as my new life on this beach begins