I'm scared to feel anything most times.
If I get attached or have any feelings for anyone,

it will bring upon the most unpleasant feeling of

pain                                                                             fear

rejection                                 weakness

heartbreak

   defeat                                   abandon

   mistrust                                                                         regret

that i never mattered to anyone

I'm just left knowing it's not worth it

that it never was...





.                                                                                                                  and never will be