your magnetic eyes and thighs that never lie but speak twice as much as the truth i am abused by your delirious laughter i am amused at your shattered theater i have become a drowning servant abhorred in your servitude loathe to whisper the tenderest secrets so free me from the violet waters the drones of laughter and suffering the hours spent in your beatific company i monitor the arrangements weβve made in wonder some claim that we areΒ descended from the dead and others from ancestral monkeys some claim we are a wild combination of proteins and others that we spontaneously came into existence from whence there was only stardust but i know that no matter what they say we all share the same destiny and destination and i'm contemplating if i am truly ready to be released by trial and error and surrender to the heat and flames upon the frying pan of love