He says “ how does it feel that everyone wants to *******” A trophy with green eyes? Could you feel the pain pouring out between my legs ? Have you ever had *** instead of crying out for help? Felt eyes on a body you don’t know anymore? Disappeared under blankets to reemerge as a token? Hidden in pockets of boys who will never know you. Pulled out at parties around tables filled with drinks. Have you ever felt the absence of love ? That’s what it feels like.