I still feel lost sometimes even if it's just for short, even if after it I'm fine. I steel get lost and look around but see nothing except dark I wonder where was my last path? So I cry and lay down, waiting for the demons to pass by waiting for the end of the deepest night.
Then I wake up and try to remember where I came from? was it from South, East, West or North? My feet move before I find an answer, I can't help it, but I know why: I'm scared I'll get paralyzed otherwise.
So I keep walking, I am still walking, but I don't think I know where I'm going.
Perhaps, is this the reason why I still get lost? Should I maybe simply stop?